I recently changed the “tag” on my blog.

It once said, “My weight loss journey.” Now, it says, “My weight loss struggle.”

“Struggle” feels more accurate. I am struggling to keep my head above the fray. I am struggling to even care. And yet, I am still pressing on, trying to make better decisions, and honor my values.

This probably sounds so silly, but I fantacize about heing able to go shopping at Target, of all places. My clothing budget is almost non-existent these days, so Target (pronounce it right– Tar-JEY!) is haute coture for me!

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I finally received my contract for next year. Looks like I’ll be headed back into the madness. While I hate my place of employment, it is definitely strengthening my resolve, and making me more resilient. I am learning a lot about myself, and while I don’t like everything that I am discovering, it is keeping me honest, and is making me a better version of me; I can’t ask for better than that.

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I found out that I made it to the final step in a leadership program for which I applied.  My interview is today. It’s something that I really want to do. I pray that the interview goes well today, and that I am accepted. I am excited about the program for a number of reasons, but I am excited most of all because I think that it would help me to become a more confident person.

Please excuse the typos and grammar mistakes in these last few posts. I don’t really have the time to write much these days. In order to keep this blog going, I just have to do it, which means the writing isn’t often brillant, and the prose has frequent errors.

Thanks for joining the ride in spite of those flaws.