My weight loss struggle.
Getting my stuff together.16.5 pounds down!
It’s been a long while since I posted. Not only am I teaching full-time, I also got a side gig, working at a non-profit serving under-resourced kids. My husband is also back in school, and working full-time. Plus, you know, our toddler, who just turned 2 on Friday!
You go, girl!
Yes, that title is lame.
6 pounds down.
But I have to say it again: “Yo go, girl!”
On point.
I’m still going. My diet has kind of morphed into a vegetarian (except for some occasional sushi that has shrimp or crab in it…) diet full of lots of vegetables and fruit. I am struggling to eat a pound of raw vegetables a day, but I am eating so much better than I have in a really long time. I even had a black beans, brown rice, and fresh salsa “pocket” today; the thought of eating something like that without cheese or chicken would have blown me away a few weeks ago. How’s that for progress? Discovering vegetables is actually kind of fun..
It gets easier, but I am dreaming of ice cream.
Gosh, I could really use some pralines and cream ice cream…have to remember the mantra: “Thin tastes better!”
I feel so much lighter and healthier, and in control than I have felt in a long time. I have to push thru!
I walked again today, and it felt so good. It was almost euphoric. It wasn’t like before (I started eating right.) I felt (almost) like I could run if I wanted. I am taking slow right now. Just walking at a an almost leisurely pace to make sure that I moving, but I am not stressing myself out. I don’t want to hurt these old tired bones and muscles.
I started eating a bit of bread with peanut butter– it keeps me from getting mean;)
I went for a short walk this morning, to get the juices moving. It was a short walk, only 15 minutes. I didn’t want to overdo it; I really wanted to get my body moving. I may go again this afternoon, either before or after dinner.
Eating to Live!
Today marks my sixth day embarking on Dr. Fuhrman’s “Eat to Live” program. In short, Dr. Fuhrman extols a “diet” of raw vegetables and fruits and vegetables. For six weeks he asks you to cut out processed foots and to feed yourself lots of green vegetables and other “live” foods. He is not selling “snake oil” and offers compelling evidence for his program. The famous Dr. Oz even supports his program. The essence of the book is summed up in his statement, “Eating large quantities of high nutrient foods is the secret to optimal health and permanent weight control. In fact, eating much larger portions of food is one of the beauties of the Eat to Live diet. You eat more, which effectively blunts your appetite, and you lose weight, permanently.” I’ve made a commitment to eat according to his plan for six weeks, although I have stumbled over the past few days, and have made some modifications. Dr. Fuhrman (Doc F) asks you to refrain from eating dried fruits and veggies—I’ve kept in raisins and cranberries, although I am phasing them out over the next couple of days. He also asks you to not use any salt; I am not going to even try that one! Lentils with no salt? I don’t think so. He asks you to limit your use of oil (I am also not following that one!) and to eat a pound of cooked and a pound of raw vegetables every day, plus at least four fruits.
Fuhrman summarizes his diet by providing “Ten Easy Tips for Living with the Six-Week Plan”
1. Remember, the salad is the main dish; eat it first at lunch and dinner.
2. Eat as much fruit as you want, but at least four fresh fruits daily.
3. Variety is the spice of life, particularly when it comes to greens.
4. Beware of the starchy vegetable.
5. Eat beans or legumes every day.
6. Eliminate animal and dairy products.
7. Have a tablespoon of ground flaxseed every day.
8. Consume nuts and seeds in limited amounts, not more than one ounce per day.
9. Eat lots of mushrooms all the time.
10. Keep it simple.
It took me a few days to transition off of chicken. In fact, today was only the second day that I was able to not eat any meat. But I needed a drastic action. I hope to be fully following the plan by the end of the week (with the exception of salt and oil.)
When I followed this plan a few years ago, I looked so good at the end of the six-weeks. So did my friend who did it with me. We also walked a lot and drank a lot of water (which I need to work on!)
So far, I feel good. My body has ached a little, and I have been a bit grumpy with my husband, but I warned him that I would probably be irritable at first. I think the “scariest” thing for me is knowing that I have to eat like this for the rest of my life. Every time I go “back” to old habits, I slide quickly into the abyss. How will I manage? For now, I am taking it one day at a time. Of course, I know that I can add a limited amount of meat back into my diet after the six-week plan, but it really needs to be second nature to me to reach for vegetables or fruits for a snack. The idea of being thin and healthy is really such a foreign concept for me. The periods in my life where I have lived a healthy lifestyle have been relatively short.
So, the question remains, how do I truly make this into a lifestyle?!
Sorry for the bad grammar.
It was all off in that last post. We just won’t tell my students.
Ice cream is not your friend.
Still here.
Here’s a brief update:
–Turned 29 in May. Realized that I really don’t want to be fat on my 30th b-day.
–Realized via “teacher camp” this summer, that I have a “fixed” mindset about myself..i.e., I fundamentally see myself inherently as a fat person, therefore blocking my own progress to becoming thin.
–Starting having serious fat people problems: snoring badly. so badly, my 22 month old mimics my snoring as a joke. Cute, but sad. I have had *really* bad acid reflux. It’s the worst thing to wake up at 2am with stomach acid coming out of your nose and mouth. I’ve also hurt my foot several times; I’ve placed my weight on my right foot in an awkward way and been unable to walk on it for a few days.
–Realized that I have a truly unhealthy attachment to food. The thought of going on a diet has been making me really anxious and brought me to tears. The reason? I couldn’t bear the thought of not having ice cream. I asked my husband, (literally) “Who will listen to me when I am sad?” The who was my ice cream…
The increasing health problems, the fact that people are mistaking me for being in my 30s, the fact that I can’t fit clothes at Target anymore, that my foot hurts a lot, that my husband hates sleeping in the room with me (as I listen to him snore right now…), my toddler imitates me by faking snoring, and my stomach can flap…I am going to try again. I am going to try to go hardcore. Everything else allows me a slippery slope…straight into a pint of Hagen Daz, or a scoop of Praline’s and Cream on a waffle cone with Trader Joe’s ginger snaps mixed in.
Tomorrow, I’ll be eating some $5.99 a pound organic cherries and sipping on green tea.
Pray for me.
The struggle continues!
I didn’t mean to disappear for so long. The last few weeks of April and all of May were very stressful. I am here though, and the struggle continues. As of yesterday, I started prescription appetite suppressants. While in theory, I am against the over-medication of Americans, I felt like I needed a jump start. We’ll see where this takes me…


